"i can´t even convince myself"

"it's the last chance to feel again
but you broke me
now i can't feel anything

when i love you
it's so untrue 

i can't even convince myself
when i'm speaking, it's the voice of someone else

oh it tears me up 

i try to hold on, but it hurts too much 

i try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

you can't play on broken strings
you can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel 

i can't tell you something that ain't real

oh the truth hurts
and lies worse
how can i give anymore
when i love you a little less than before"