"easier to leave"

"and I've lost
still in my eyes
the shadow of necklace
across your thigh
I might've lived my life in a dream, but I swear
this is real
memory fuses and shatters like glass
mercurial future, forget the past
it's you, it's what I feel

you might have laughed if I told you (it's pulling me apart)
you might have hidden a frown (change)
you might have succeeded in changing me (it's pulling me apart)
I might have been turned around (change)"